Sunday, December 09, 2007 ; 1:36 AM
to date, so many people have asked me knowingly,"your exams over already right?"
okay. besides from the obvious evidence of my red highlights, one commented that it is because i look more cheerful now. that's funny. did i appear very depressed a while back? haha.
perhaps the quality of life reflects on my face. i'm enjoying this heidonistic life right now. however, according to the law of diminishing utility, the level of satisfaction decreases as the enjoyment of the good increases. in addition to the fact that everybody is in a mad rush to look for jobs, increasing the personal awareness that i'm part of Singapore's almost non-existent unemployment rate (defined as: the number of workers who are willing and able to work but are without jobs), i feel compelled to cut short my merry days.
but i still want to stick to my principles of getting a highly paid part-time job (i.e minimum of $6/hour), preferably not an office bound job, does not involve promotion of sales and in town area. it's that or nothing. and what about SERVE? been there and done that last year. it probably will be quite repetitive to go through it again next year. sigh. howhowhow???
and my sister's tutee's pri 6 sister hasn't got back to my sis whether she wants to employ me for maths tuition. i feel so unwanted.
lonely days of slacking and towning, what's the use of it?
and to top it all off, the insides of my ear can't stop bleeding.
i'm bored, unsatisfied, unemployed, unwanted and grossed out.
